Atom Heart John Beloved 
I honestly dont know how to rate this book. It left me utterly confused.AHJB is the story of the 18 years old John who is having trouble understanding and accepting his sexuality. His best friend Nathan is gay and in love with him. John is attracted to girls but also to Nathan (not any other boys, just Nathan, for the most part of the book anyway) and while he is in complete denial of his feelings in the beginning of the book, by the end it is clear that Nathan means everything for him. That
John is a dick. He is a conceited, self-absorbed, selfish prick. Hes a lying, cheating fucked up 18 yr old boy. I dont think I am gods gift to mankind, but I do kind of feel like I was a pretty good gift for certain people who have enjoyed me. I do think of myself as a prize.Thats what John is-a boy. A boy who makes mistakes, lots of mistakes. A boy who has to deal with evil that no one should have to deal with, especially not a young boy. Evil that hides behind god and religion and

I was totally NOT expecting that ending. This was the craziest, most unique book I've ever read. Once I started it I just kept compulsively turning page after page until I got to the very last one.The story was so shockingly graphic. The main character so twisted. I literally had no idea what kind of story I was reading. Would it turn out to be romance, thriller, horror? No doubt it was highly erotic, dark in places, and mysterious in its ultimate purpose. I was never so glad to see an ending
I'd like to offer a cogent review of this book, but I can't do it. Maybe some other time. For now I'll just list a few random feelings I had while reading it.1. Anger - John does things that are inexcusable.2. Hatred - John is the least likable protagonist I've ever read. I truly despised him.3. Disgust - The things that happen to John and other characters... just NO.4. Pity - Eventually, I saw through the game John was playing on himself. He's actually a rather pathetic boy.More than anything
Using a wildly unique narrative voice, Atom Heart John Beloved is brave and distinctive. It's the most impressive piece of literate gay fiction that I've recently read.The character of John Parker is beautifully drawn, arrogant and conceited but also exposed and broken. My understanding and sympathy toward him fluctuated throughout the work. Particularly impressive are the passages where John denies particular feelings and we can feel the lies, but understand a truth hiding behind clouded eyes.
What a bust.I haven't read any reviews beforehand, but I read the blurb and got super excited at the mention of "Rainbow Award winner" which by itself was already enough to set this bar very high. But that was not all, besides the "Rainbow Award winner" mention, was stated, "John's narrative voice is one of the most unique in gay literature." Dad worked for an established electrician several years before starting his own company. Matt works for him regularly now and will someday take over the
Luke Hartwell
Paperback | Pages: 278 pages Rating: 3.9 | 324 Users | 81 Reviews

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Title | : | Atom Heart John Beloved |
Author | : | Luke Hartwell |
Book Format | : | Paperback |
Book Edition | : | Second edition |
Pages | : | Pages: 278 pages |
Published | : | Expected publication: October 26th 2112 by Antinous Press, USA (first published June 30th 2012) |
Categories | : | Romance. M M Romance. LGBT. Young Adult. Gay. Coming Of Age |
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Rainbow Award winner Atom Heart John Beloved chronicles the lives of two boys who become friends at age thirteen. The story is told by eighteen-year-old John, who quietly whispers to his best friend one night in bed, "Do me." This novel is a breathtaking love story and an intense coming of age story that resembles no other book. John's narrative voice is one of the most unique in gay literature. Atom Heart John Beloved is literate, intimate, erotic, and delightful, delivering unexpected moments of grace.Mention Books Supposing Atom Heart John Beloved
ISBN: | 0615722350 (ISBN13: 9780615722351) |
Edition Language: | English |
Characters: | John Parker, Nathan Cernoch |
Literary Awards: | Rainbow Award for Bisexual/Transgender Debut (2012) |
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Ratings: 3.9 From 324 Users | 81 ReviewsCriticize Containing Books Atom Heart John Beloved
A dark and twisted tale which slinks in under an appealing surface sweetness. John, the first-person narrator, leads a life of comparative privilege. He is attractive, well-liked, and blessed with the devotion of Nathan, his best friend. John has a girlfriend and considers himself straight. Nathan is gay and in love with John. What motivates John to permit their friendship to become sexual, and where will it lead?This setup is familiar to M/M readers, but the story quickly darkens. TheI honestly dont know how to rate this book. It left me utterly confused.AHJB is the story of the 18 years old John who is having trouble understanding and accepting his sexuality. His best friend Nathan is gay and in love with him. John is attracted to girls but also to Nathan (not any other boys, just Nathan, for the most part of the book anyway) and while he is in complete denial of his feelings in the beginning of the book, by the end it is clear that Nathan means everything for him. That
John is a dick. He is a conceited, self-absorbed, selfish prick. Hes a lying, cheating fucked up 18 yr old boy. I dont think I am gods gift to mankind, but I do kind of feel like I was a pretty good gift for certain people who have enjoyed me. I do think of myself as a prize.Thats what John is-a boy. A boy who makes mistakes, lots of mistakes. A boy who has to deal with evil that no one should have to deal with, especially not a young boy. Evil that hides behind god and religion and

I was totally NOT expecting that ending. This was the craziest, most unique book I've ever read. Once I started it I just kept compulsively turning page after page until I got to the very last one.The story was so shockingly graphic. The main character so twisted. I literally had no idea what kind of story I was reading. Would it turn out to be romance, thriller, horror? No doubt it was highly erotic, dark in places, and mysterious in its ultimate purpose. I was never so glad to see an ending
I'd like to offer a cogent review of this book, but I can't do it. Maybe some other time. For now I'll just list a few random feelings I had while reading it.1. Anger - John does things that are inexcusable.2. Hatred - John is the least likable protagonist I've ever read. I truly despised him.3. Disgust - The things that happen to John and other characters... just NO.4. Pity - Eventually, I saw through the game John was playing on himself. He's actually a rather pathetic boy.More than anything
Using a wildly unique narrative voice, Atom Heart John Beloved is brave and distinctive. It's the most impressive piece of literate gay fiction that I've recently read.The character of John Parker is beautifully drawn, arrogant and conceited but also exposed and broken. My understanding and sympathy toward him fluctuated throughout the work. Particularly impressive are the passages where John denies particular feelings and we can feel the lies, but understand a truth hiding behind clouded eyes.
What a bust.I haven't read any reviews beforehand, but I read the blurb and got super excited at the mention of "Rainbow Award winner" which by itself was already enough to set this bar very high. But that was not all, besides the "Rainbow Award winner" mention, was stated, "John's narrative voice is one of the most unique in gay literature." Dad worked for an established electrician several years before starting his own company. Matt works for him regularly now and will someday take over the
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